My Sexuality

halo all... nice to meet u again... the internet connection was better now as lots of student dah balik rumah..haha..so, heaven lah sebentar semntara nunggu hari sabtu balit terus rumah.haha. suppose to blit umah awal tapi polah lab.. tapi lab pun x terpolah2. kata esok, tpi esok kata esok gik.. bagus gik polah isnin depan terus.. heheh. so quite bored lkat unimas skrang.. xdalagik orang.. kuranglah.. hahahah..



k tajuk kk hari tok.. my sexuality... huhuhu. k nak tell the truth ka isik owh.. or cover2 sikit.. k lah .. camtok citanya.. well, kmk tok nang naturally born memang lembut.. i still remember i love to sing in the pool with mata berkelip2.. x tauk kenak.. memang lembut.. tapi ok gik ya..... and masuk gik sekolah rendah.. oleh kerana kmk lembut tyme kecik x banayk orang perasan yang kmk tok lembut kos biasalah nebiak.. kmk pun kedak other guys, suka main pistol, main kepong2..hahaha.. tapi yalah.. family pun rapat ngankwan2.. so ok jaklah.. kmk pun x terfiir juak kmk tok lembut that tyme.. so... kmk kawan lah.. then, sampei darjah 4,5 kmk dah mula rasa kmk tok lembut and berkawan ngan orag lembut2.. tapi for me they are ok.. tapi yalah.. lembut.. sapa mak bapak mok anaknya lembut... tapi agik control ya.

msuk form.. kmk dah mula bergaul gila2 nagan cdak.. terikot2 juaklah... tapi cdaknya tok understand kmk. serious.. maybe cos nya pun lembut and kmk punlembut.. haha. tapi that tyme family dah rasa lain.. and cdak pun ajarlah.. cara yang patut-soft and hard ways-biasalah remaja nak.. memberontak jak lebih!!! ... then okla.. kmk changed a bit.. tapi agik berkawan ngan cdak.. cos xkan nak lepas kawan since kecik kedak ya jak.. and that tyme kmk dah mula tertanyak2 .. do i like guys or gurls????hurmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

k masuk matrix.. kmk rasa kmk banyak berubah cya.. first tyme jauh dari family, and firts tyme diam asrama.. and kmk rasa kmk mula terpesong ke jalan yang slah..first sem ya kmk rasa mun kiamat that time i will be in hell now.. tapi second sem.. i met a guy.. nya bimbing kmk ke jalan jang benar!!. thank u Allah.. and kmk terus terang padah.. jarang sanagt kmk tinggal sembahyang waktu second sem ya.. sampei tertunggu2 gik waktu sembahyang ya.. and i am glad of it.. and kmk pun ras akmk dah mula suka ke perempuan.. i hope u will be open with ths.. and not only sorang tapi ramai kmk suka and would like them to be mine.. tapi kmk x brani tunjuk...



now, dah kat unimas.. ada juak terfikir pasal gay or straight? or bisex?? how could ths happen.. kat unimas terlalu bebas. stdentnya bebas sangat.... and one day kakak kmk tanyak yang kmk gay ka?? or straight.. kmk jawab x perlu di worry perkara ya. thats all i can say.. cos kawan nya kata kmk kedak gay.. if kmk gay pun apa kaitan kawannya.. gagolah.. but tq for asking as u made me thinking once more.. kmk met a girl .. kmk x boleh padah as nya maybe tauk kmk ada blog tok.. that i really like and love.. mek rasa nya x tauk kmk suka katnya.. cos i think maybe nya fikir kmk tok gay cos kmk nang lembut laki bah.. and nya x mok ngakuk yang kmk tok boleh suka ke nya.. tapi i really like and love her.. kmk jaga hatinya and i try not to make nya sakit hati oleh my naughty perangai..nya kmk met when i was in year 1 gik.. n it was love at first sight. hebat alu words nya ko!!!



my fwen also want to know, sapa that gurl, and mcam x cayak jak kmk leh suka perempuan tapi yes i like gurls.. especially her.. huhu.. km x tauk how to tell her as kmk akan grad x lamak gik.. ne day i will tell her after my graduation cos kmk x kan jmpa ngannay gik bah.. if ny areject kmk akan ok, mun nya terimak pun kmk ok.... and yes i do tal lembut2, and sometimes cakap benda yang bukan slalu laki cakap tapi yalah.. its me, and i a m different in certain ways, we all varies.. and that varieties lah kita boleh ada attraction....



k i talked a lot.. its up to u to judge me.. if u think u are capable of judging!!.hehhee.. only God knows!!..