Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

Merry Christmas To All My Christians Friend..

Enjoy Your Holiday and Take Care!!

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Btw, i will celebrate Christmas with my Granda at Serian as my father's side is Anglican....so Merry Christmas for me too!!

The Killers...

the killers is one of my new addiction now.. semua lagu best2 but i like Human their latest song.. Best bangat sih..k a bit introduction on the killers..

• Formed in 2002
• group consists of Brandon Flowers (vocals, keyboards), Dave Keuning (guitar and vocals), Mark Stoermer (bass guitar, vocals) and Ronnie Vannucci Jr. (percussion and drums).
• The band's first two albums have sold in excess of 12 million copies worldwide combined
• third album, Day & Age, produced by Stuart Price, was released in November 2008.
• The first single from the album was "Human", it was released on September 22, with the music video released on iTunes on October 16.
• The band is releasing a third Christmas single in 2008, "Joseph, Better You Than Me". It features Elton John

Human
I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes
Clear your heart

Cut the cord
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well

You got to let me go
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answers
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?

Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know is your heart still beating?

Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer

You got to let me know
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we Human
Or are we Dancer?

Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?

Are we Human
Or are we Dancer?

KUCHING CITY!! feat. michelle

it was 7 pm that time when someone knocked my door.. it was iggy.. Alamak.. i forgot that i have planned to go out with jessie to kch with her friend from UMS.. michelle dari UMS.. we met during lunch that day... so, cepat2 aku mandik and pake baju.. i called jessie to say sorry cos tertidor tek.. hehehe..

the first place we went to is the airport.. we want to make a surprise to gary... a friend of ours working at the starbucks coffee at there.. hehee.. we talked a while and jc and michelle berkelakar ngan gary bout their memories in matrix.. their life now.. hehe.. since i just knew bout him,, i just keep quiet (a bit blur cos baruk bangun bah that time) hehehe.. tapi ada juak aku berbunyi..hehehhe.. gary is a nice guy.. laklah upload gambarnya..hehehe.

pasya gi guardian Green Heights Mall.. pasya makan kat kubah ria.. mkan tomyam soup and rice... iggy nasi banjir. jc makan mee goreng, kris makan nasi ayam penyek and michelle makan mee hong kong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. nyaman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.hehehehe. lol

pasya we went to Barok at the opposite of waterfront.. ambik gambar bah.. k mals cakap banyak, tengok jak gambar k.. "pics speaks louder than words"..hehehe. editted version!!

VSFS 2008!!!

i was eager to watch the new victoria's secret fashion show as i've seen their show since 2004... i am hoping they make a difference ths year as it is almost the same for each year.. i really hope it will be more havoc like the one in 2005! when naomi and tyra is still there and its their last runaway!.. so.. i search for the 2008 VSFS videos in youtube 2 days before... and i've downloaded it... hurm.. first impression was not that good...

• i think its more like costume show... and
• the amount of models using the wings are less compared to previous
• the models are mostly new models..
• though the runaway was different from previous years, i think the original one where it is headed to the viewers is better...
• and i think the air blowing at the end of the runawaywhere the models should pose is not working.. no "wind in the hair"..hehehehe
• but i love the song.. the killers, hehe..
• and still i think 2005 FS is the best!!!!
• 

RAON @ KCH!!!

hehe. tok second post tok.. well tq for the pic tito!!!.. but i editted some.. hehehe. brightness and contrast jak..heheh.. sorry..cos i also want to put it in my blog!!. it was a great time spending with ALIF, IS, TITO, and me!!!.. k nak dijadikan cerita,, i msg alif last nite about my ic and matric card... and terbawa2 sampei ke topic berjalan!!!!...hhehehee. thank god alif ajak jalan.. at least i am not so bored here. Rasa nak berbeli barang but window shopping also work for me now cos xda duit gik.. or just go out from unimas for a while pun kmk dah syukur!!!..hhehehe.

k so i went to my lab just for few hours from 8 to11.30a.m.. then alif called and he fetched me kat FIT!!!.. pasya balik jap tukar baju n mandik!!. heheheh.. pasya ambik is.. hehhe.. We went to lots of places that day, dari waterfront, parkson, tj, sp..cuci mata juak... window shopping bah.. We saw lots of teenagers around town(its holiday).. and also lots of people at the shopping mall buying things for christmas!..The Chrismas mood dah ada dah!!. i am in it too!!. btw, i also celebrate christmas.. cos my family is mixed, so later i will go back to serian to celebate christmas too!!

pasya, we went to the spring!!!!.. OMG!!!. like what i say in my facebook!!. if only i have 300 or at least 100 in my pocket... huhu.. i'm already grateful... anyone would like to send me some money.. huhuhu. or at least give me present.. hehehe. i love presents!!.hehehe..

and thanks to tito ...cos he introduced me to a new word.. monyeng!!!.hehehe. means mulut kotor.. ada something kat mulut ko.. something like that lah.. hahah. susah nak explain..... klah.. nak upload gambar...n gud nyte or gud mornink!!!!

my dompet hilang!!!

Well hi everyone.. lamak x jumpa.... heheh. lama ka?? hehehhe.. well yester day on monday was hari raya haji and i wanna wish all muslim in ths world selamat hari raya aidiladha!!!. hehehe..

k yesterday also my father sent me back to unimas.. another week of ke-BORING-an!!!!.. hurm.. just online and labwork all day long.. As i come back jumpa iggy with hs new haircut! he told me that jc dah ada ctok.. hehehe.. n kris stay kat hotal with her.. hehe. rindu ngan jc and kris..

so yesterday nite juak.. instinct rasa nak carik my matrix card and also my ic and also my wallet... carik punya carik x juak jumpa.. i search in my drawer, in my bag in my fail, celah2 buku, x juak jumpa.. OMG!!!. i felt like i wanna cry .. so i search in the web...apa need to do and how much i need to pay!!> hurm..RM110!!!! nadai duit ku.. so i searched again.. and last i still dont found it..i sat on my chair and open my drawer again.. tiba2 ada dalam laci.. it was like magic jak cos i searched in my drawer ada berpuluh2 kali..

but still my wallet xda.. only my matrix and my ic.. in my wallet xda papa. just my bank card and memory card.. hurm.. nasib ic and matrix ada,, so later i need to go to the bank and block my bank card!. hurm... nasib!!. huhu. adalah orng curi cos i still remember one day when i was back from my lab i saw my door room open,... patutpun.. and u know what!!!??

My housemate pun kenak juak.. and he is even worsed!!. his wallet and handphone!!! semua gone!!!. OMG!!. i need to make sure that i am no leaving important things lam bilik.. just my pclah!.huhu.

Scrapbook

Dolok, waktu boring, suka polah benda2 yang pelik2..ada polah buku biodata, gunting2 gambar artis(hahahha), lawak if i recalled back.. spice girls and britney will be my favourite pics and will gunting it everytime i saw pics of them lam magazines!!!! well towk is one of my favourite things that i 've done during boring time dolok2.. abis form 5 that time. well tengoklah!!!

waktu agik kecik and my sis at sungai cina.. ant me with my lil sis at my home.

me in different sizes

my lil sis!!!

when i was a boy!.hahaha

my fatty face!!!

my fwen kat matrix.. sama kuliah!!

my family angkat!!. miss them so much

2 weeks of holiday kat sabah!!working as a waiter at hilton

my family.. love them so much!!

Why am i bored....

kenaklah aku tok slalu gilak bored.. adakah aku yang bersalah kerana ke-bored-an ku or suasana.. hurm... lately i think a lot.. i mean a lot!!!!!!!!!.. seriously a lot!!!!. aku x tauk kenak why lately i am imagining the future.. how would be my life if i am like ths, if i am like that....

how its happen, why and semualah ku fikir.. orang kata dont think to much but i always think too much.. hurm.. patut pun uban makin banyak.. hehe.. but x juak pandei2.. hikhik.. bnayk gilak benda berlaku to me day by day ada jak something that will make my heart sad... and that time i will think a lot.. kenakkah.. hurm...

baca zodiac, all gud things.. ada x zodiac padah bad things too owh.. yes, we should'nt believe such a thing but yalah.. kadang2 betul bah apanya tulis... and xda stu pun akan kata u will feel bored.. tapi why am i bored all the time here in unimas.. adakah xda duit.. ada cukup k makan.. adakah xda life.. ada juak ckit2.. slalu juak kuar.. hurm.. why.. why, why!!!!

am i lonely, possibly yes and no, cos i like to be alone..(that will be the time i think).. x cukup makan.. memanglah.. kos nok diet.skali jak makan sehari.. internet ada.. mun mok kuar msg jak kris or sapa2. but why...

rasa nak lari jak dari dunia towk pegi ke venus ka, mars ka, pluto ka.. hehe..mun x pun i would like to live at the beach, ada rumah atas pokok and makan semua ada.. mcam crita nim's island.. x mok fikir hal dunia towk.. semua susahkan hati..how i wish i am still a child that has a happy life.. x memikirkan any problems. hurm.. an emo side of me.. am i faking the smiles..hurm.. no comment. hiding all problems just to make peoples happy.

i wanna get out from my boring life to a new someone yang activ, sihat, and happy!!. btw, all pic here is from my album in facebook.. waktu kecil..

if i have super power

If i have super power, banyak benda i would like to do, to change to rewind ... hehe.. dari relationship to academic to experience to people .. bleh dikatakan semualah.. in life, there will be sweet memories and bad memories, ada kita suka, ada x puas hati... semua ada.. cos we all human,... x perfect in many ways.. ada jak slack.. hehhe. k now, ths are some of the thing i would do if i have superpower!!! but i will put it in a wish type of sentece.. i wish....

• i wish there will be no rokok kat dunia tok..so that xda orng beli and healthy
• i wish xda kedai judi and any gambling happen ..
• i wish i am normal like other boys
• i wish human are all happy and no feeling of envy between us.
• i wish aku dapat ulang semula my younger days
• i wish i have someone that will guide me.
• i wish kita x perlu blajar and we are born with perfect education
• i wish semua manusia kaya and cukup2.
• i wish i xda manusia yang jahat sejahat jahatnya.. semua perfect..hehhee
• i wish i am thin!!! hahahah
• i wish my lab work is done... tanpa dibuat
• i wish someone would love me apart form my family and fwen(loverlah)..
• i wish my fwen is always near me if i have problem
• i wish oneday tiba2 an internatianal artist, actor or singer datang and ambik kmk to go to their house or concert.. and its private
• i wish dunia tok fully wireless and laju!!!!
• i wish our genital is a plug in device.. we can be male or female wenever we wnat!!. hahahah
• i wish my voice is as merdu as sapa2 yang pandei menyanyi
• i wish i could repeat my life in matrix.. miss all the things there
• i wish my my fwen kat matrix still in contact cos mostly dah lost contact
• i wish i have a big tank of aquarium.. ala2 aquaria klcc bah
• i wish the world is full of flowers,,best nya!!!!
• i wish i could be in any place in the world in a sec.. ala2 teleporting bah
• i wish aku x pernah klahi ngan sapa2 sorry ya...
• i wish the nabi's still here to guide me..
• i wish all animal can talk too...and we live happy with them.. hahaha(vegetarian ka???)
• i wish nobody will salah faham tentang kmk..
• i wish i have money to give poor people.. sedih bh tengok brsamamu..
• i wish i have lots of fwen and they love me
• i wish i have anak angkat, adik angkat or abang angkat laki.. kos my life is full of girls jak2.
• i wish aku x kenal orangya and x polah sins that i do when i was young!!
• i wish there is no pornography!!!!!!!!!
• i wish kita dont have to do sex cos sebenarnya i dont like it.. tapi cos its norma we need to do that
• i wish ku pandei berenang
• i wish i could master lots of languanges
• i wish xda sampah didunia tok.
• i wish there is no pollution
• i wish semua manusia menerima all golongan gay, lesbian, bisex, maknyah, pondan.. and bimbing cdak to jalan yang benar... we need to be their fwen to know their problems.
• i wish semua kita leh hidup harmony!! wah world peace!!!
• i wish what i wish will be fulfilled.. hehhe.
  

LABwork... tired and bored!!

everyday the same thing... the same face... the same journey.. all the same... lejuk dah aku... if only aku ada kereta, i will go out to the beach everyday!!!!!!!..boring ku nagga the same faces everyday.. and the lab work is all the same.. no new things to me.. everyday bangun awal, 7,8 or 9 am, berkemas then walk to lab... x duli panas or not the same thing need to be done everyday.. haiyoo..everyday!!!!!!!!!!. selain sabtu ahad... still remember 6 hours depan laminar flow hood!! ayoyo.sakit burit!!. hehhehe...

dahlah boring.. master student pun x friendly.. hurm.... terlalu protokol... and if ada briefing .. she will brief in chinese..terangkan cara buat chemical pun in chinese... hello!! i am a bumiputera here.. please speak english or malay.... nasib my partner ada. PING PING!!! if nya ada x boring!!! heheh. cos she always help me... i appreciate all the things u do to me!!. all the media, hehehhe, plates.. hehehe..

btw, thye above pic is not my lab, its others lab but in the same faculty

Sad and MAd!!!!

i am so sad and mad yesterday when my mum told me that my auntie mengumpat tentang me... i was so mad and sad!!!. k the story is like ths, i have a profile in friendster. I uploaded lots of pics there. all the pic that is bout me, funny pic.. all type of pic including editted pics!!. so, there is 1 photo i editted like a girl, where i use my photo and i editted using photoshop and put red lips and eye shadow, i uploaded ythat pic. including the one before editted!!.

so, mum complained to me that my auntie saw my makeup photo in friendster, so mum was so mad at me and i am so mad too as i have explained the things to my mum. but my mum seriously dont look convincing!!!. but Demi Allah i never uploaded any pis yang kotor any pics yang nampak makeup or whatsoeva!!.. i am so sad that my mum told and asked me of being sissy and gay!!. i am so shocked to hear that, if only people or she knew how i felt!!.. how hard my life is, especially my mental and feeling!! how hard i get rid of stupid feelings!! how hard i try to change myself from very sissy boy to what i am now... and i am not gay, yes i do looks like i layan laki but its all the same, i treat all people the same, i love all!, i treat my male fwen the same. x terlintas pun in my mind that i have to be gay or what!. i like girls but nobody believes that. just because i used to be a sissy boy is not the reason that i am like that forever!!..

i am still so sad and that things really gave great effect to me.. please God help me please. i do wanna change and yes i have changed a lot but people still thinks that i am the bad people!. the gay, the sissy!!!

My saturday...

I am not supposed to go "raon" in the city today, i have no money to go, but my fwen kata i can borrow money from him.. so apagik i pegilah.. we went to tj to eat first but just as we arein tj the rain starts pouring, so we need to stay in tj for quite sometimes.

pasya we went to the sp. sp dah ada tiling baru dah..so, looks more besar than usual... hehehe. lots of shoppers there as arimarek starts year end sale.. then redha ckit we jalan kat waterfront cos ada Hello! Kuching art Festival kat cya... so we jlan cya .. bnayk benar teenagers there to watch gigs and to join activities there. ada booth selling tshirst, badges., and lots of things!!!. hehehe.. so, we pun duduklha for about 30 minutes to watch the gig!!..

pasya kmk orng nagga wayang!. cerita twilight!!!!!!!!!!!, OMG!. It is a very interesting movie with both hero and heroin in the film was so perfect. i am so into that movie. so romantic and i am sure that all of u will like it!. haha. k pasya we makn kat kubah!!!.

lastly we baliklah..heheheh.

DIAN<> yang pergi yesterday!!

what a day!!

yesterday was such a busy day for me!!..i was at the lab from 9 am till 1 pm.... kepak gilak2... huhu. dealing with the dilution, the agar slant, autoclave suroh otak kepak jak.. then balit.. its a very hot day that time,... so jalan jaklah.. sampei umah.. nasib kipas angin bilit kuat..just after entering the room, i unclothed myslf and pasya pake boxer jak.. sejuk dirik!.hahahahahha.. then online......

online2 tiba2 my father called, asking me where i am and said he want to give me the barang that i ordered from him.. heheheh.. kmk suruhnya beli bah.. ubat gigi, tooth brush, towel, kain pelikat!.hahaha...n maggi mee!hhehehe... then bout kol 5.30 p.m my father came with my sis, they want to have a jog at stutong later...

pasya online. msg my fwen ajak makan she say nya dah makan, makan kat bilik jak.. xda kawan gilak ths time kat unimas. semua dah balit!!.. and then msg kawann lain.. ajak makan.. he say he is at the kfc.. and kmk mintak nya beli chicken rice kat warong..heheh. pasya suddenly kawan datang, telling me and asking me whether i wanna join then for dinner at pizza.. dah orang order baruk ajak.. hahahaha. i just say its oklah.. dah order from fwen dari luar tek..

six sampei 10 minutes suddenly kawan call askinhg me wanna join them for movie! at star.. ku apa gik.. okjak!!!.. terus kemas , k jacket.. x sempat nak kacak2, pake jak baju nok ditangga depan mata.hahaha... pasya terus kuar,.. nangga cita madagascar2 and quarantine!!!!!!!. best ada jak madagascar 2!. lawak gil bab. quarantine kmk berik c - jak.. pening palak nagga!..dari kol 10.30 to 2.30 am we at the cineplex.. then kayo2 kat McD!.
heheheheh


nangga masa, its still early and the guard will not let us in until 5 am, and i forgot to bring my matrix card too!. camne nak masuk!.hehe. so, we lepak kat airport.. tengah2 nok parking, plice datang...lalu x jadi.. we went to the taman sahabat later.. berloyar2 til kol 4.30. then balit!!!.

Rosdi, dian, nasir, alif, zul, and kamek yang join yesterday.. kepak tapi nang fully used lah yesterday!! cuci mata juakkat star cineplex ya!. lak upload gambar ya!